Today i feel a little sad  .Now i want to write them down so that my mood maybe better.And i'm happy to share the feeling with you gugs who read this passenge.

This afternoon,a idea—recording a poem with music ,flashed my brain .Not a long time before ,i read a poem about the dead children who lost their lives in the WenChuan Earthquake .Every time i saw the poem and listened to the poem read by others ,i wounld have eyes filled with hot tears .It's an unbelieveble feeling ,i am so moved and shocked.Following is the poem:

hold onto mom,my child

come,my child

hold onto mom's hand

the road to heaven is too dark

i'm afraid you might be hurt again

come,hold mom's hand tightly

let mom go with you

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mom ,i'm afraid

the road to heaven is too dark

i can't see your hand

since the fallen walls took sunlight away

i shall never see your gentle eyes

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move on ,my child

the road ahead has no worries

no books that you can't finish

nor dad's complaints

you must remember dad's face and mine

in the next life,we shall be together again

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don't worry ,mom

the road to heaven is crowded

there are my classmates and pals

don't cry ,we all say

anyone's mom is our mom

in the days without me

give your love to other children

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mom ,mom, don't cry

tears won't shed light on our path

let us go away

l'll remember your face and dad's looks

let's promise

in the next life,we'll be together again

So ,i want to read this poem and record it as a souvenir for the children in the earthquake-hit area .Then i started to search for appropriate music in the internet.This song is not good enough ,that song is a little quick .In a word ,i found many songs ,such as soft music ,encouraging music ,and listened followed by reading poem.Finally ,i found the song called "there is a road to heaven",its rymthem and atmosphere matching the poem . At last ,i cound record it .But everything is not going on as you want .My recording facility coundn't work .Tt took me a lot of time to find recording sofware.Oh,my god .The speed of my net becomed lower so that i gave up .Mobilephone ,yes ,it cound do also .Everything was ok .I'm able to record .The process of recording is difficult and bumpy. I practise many times, at least more than ten times .The result was that i was content with my record .When my roommate come back .I'm excited to let her hear it and waiting for some good comments .But to my depressed ,she told me the record was not clear and 40% of it must be my problem .How she cound say the problem is mine ,why coundn't it be all my phone's problem ?I make so many efforts ,but ......my oral english is really bad ?What can i do ?

Now ,i'm not confident with my english again~~